Sunday, February 20, 2011

Premature Mid Life Crisis

the worst of it all is
i like feeling this way
to be without this feeling
is to be nothing
i want sadness
despair
loneliness
i have a problem that i dont want solved
my life is out of tune
i hear nothing but wrong notes
and yet
these are the only notes that sound right
the tears wont come out
i cant remember the last time I cried
everyday seems to get worse
and i feel it building up
if only there was something i could do
but its not up to me
im down
its up to everyone
but me
i just listen and take notes
watching my life pass by
i can no longer stand it
something has to be done

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