SSP

When I dream I realize how little I have
And yet I have so much
I’ve traveled the world
But still long for the touch of love
Because I’ve never felt close to someone
That hasn’t let me down
All of my pursuits lead me into deep water
To drown
I expect nothing but nothing
And I won’t be caught sobbing
Because I shut the blinds
And I lock the doors
No one wants to witness a sole sulking party
So leave me alone
I don’t want company
Unless you’re as desperate as me honey